FixMyPast.com | Don't fall in love with Allan, he's never gonna be worth it. He'll play you for a fool, but claim he's your best friend. Walk away after the first time, it may hurt, but it's better then spending every night wishing he'd call you to check up on you when he knows you're depressed and every day thinking about suicide, but in the end....he'll be forgetting you for some whore in his college dorm room, while you sit alone in your room wondering how he could use a minor for his own needs and just throw her aside. He'll make you cry every day and ruin your life. You'll become the person you never wanted to be again. Your life will be filled with, spending many hours at therapy, depression, cutting, eating disorders, and so many more things that no one wants to go through. If you stay, he'll just use you and when you finally think he'll want to try to be with you...he won't. He'll make up some stupid excuse like he's not good enough or he doesn't want to ruin the friendship. He'll ruin it though, once he tells you you're not pretty enough to date, he ruined it. So, please, please, please, don't stay around. See that he's no good for you and if he was, he wouldn't be doing this to you. Don't let love ruin your life...

# 446 - 09/13/2009 at 10:35 | Share
Don't fall in love with Allan, he's never gonna be worth it. He'll play you for a fool, but claim he's your best friend. Walk away after the first time, it may hurt, but it's better then spending every night wishing he'd call you to check up on you when he knows you're depressed and every day thinking about suicide, but in the end....he'll be forgetting you for some whore in his college dorm room, while you sit alone in your room wondering how he could use a minor for his own needs and just throw her aside. He'll make you cry every day and ruin your life. You'll become the person you never wanted to be again. Your life will be filled with, spending many hours at therapy, depression, cutting, eating disorders, and so many more things that no one wants to go through. If you stay, he'll just use you and when you finally think he'll want to try to be with you...he won't. He'll make up some stupid excuse like he's not good enough or he doesn't want to ruin the friendship. He'll ruin it though, once he tells you you're not pretty enough to date, he ruined it. So, please, please, please, don't stay around. See that he's no good for you and if he was, he wouldn't be doing this to you. Don't let love ruin your life...

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i went through the same thing with a john, GET OUT NOW. you're worth more than what guys like this could ever give you.
#1 - 10/15/2009 at 05:09

This is Alan... will the both of you stop writing about me on this website. IM GAY.
#2 - 09/24/2009 at 04:25

this is ms."09/19/2009 at 08:24"..just want to say, good on you ms" 09/20/2009 at 03/38"! glad to know you have moved on and found someone better, pray for me that i will be able to do the same? =(
#3 - 09/20/2009 at 11:33

Woah, so weird but i ALSO used to have a best friend named Alan who i was completely and utterly in love with and he always made dumb excuses so we couldnt be together!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So weird! but just like whoever commented below it was minus the eating disorders and stuff. But eventually i realized that he was ruining my life, and making me into someone who i didnt want to be. i didnt want to be that girl who cries herself to sleep every night because he didnt call her or text her. i didnt want to be that girl that was the fallback plan when his girlfriend and him had a fight anymore. So i moved on and after three years of chasing Alan i finally found the most wonderful guy in the entire world and i found out what it was like to be happy agin!! Alan's must have reputation's for being assholes!!!
#4 - 09/20/2009 at 03:38

omgosh..i have no idea who posted this, but i swear it could've been me who wrote that.. i have a best friend called Alan and i'm head over heels falling in love with him..we fool around and all, but he doesnt feel the same way about me..the excuses he gave are the same as what is written...so, except for the depression part and eating disorders, that is pretty much me now at sept 19, 2009...
#5 - 09/19/2009 at 08:24

Alan sounds like quite the asshole!
#6 - 09/17/2009 at 02:04

you needed therpy if you let one person do this to you. Yes, LET. We let ourselves be teated only as bad as we feel we deserve.
#7 - 09/17/2009 at 07:35